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you know when you contemplate about life scenario that may quench you, it would only ends up in your mind. then you change the scenario to be the opposite, just in case life would give you the opposite of what you expected.

further, you’re wondering how if life would conspire to make the expectation comes true and how if not. and finally it ends up with, “oh, nevermind”

biarkan Tuhan yang bekerja.

me: Tuhan, kerja yang baik ya!

a man who is loved has a tendency to has a higher tolerance for his blemishes. sometimes, it’s too high.